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I always believed dating services were a waste of time,especially, since I was able to work for a dating services company, and I really thought it was nothing more than a joke. My co-workers and I would mock every new client that came across our company, of course, never in their presence. I truly believe love would never arise out of a petty dating services company that charged a bundle for handing out phone numbers and personality compatibility quizzes." Lame!" ,my co-workers and I ,exclaimed every time we saw a lonely, desperate , and ugly looking freak of nature or geeky nerd walk the extra glossy painted red walls of our dating services operation.

I turned thirty five and no handsome man would approach me. I was ending up lonely, desperate and ugly like those people I laughed at. I was sad and desperate for a smile coming my way or a mysterious glance looking at me. I wanted love!

I found myself enrolling in the dating service I once thought was pathetic and time consuming, but I needed a change in my life. I wanted to dance with joy at life and cared not about being ostracized. I knew there were lonely men looking for someone to love them back , and I was willing to try and find my forever companion.

It was not long after I paid my monthly fee that I started searching their database for someone I could see myself with. I scrolled through every picture and answered every question on those interesting personality quizzes. I came across Xavier. His name alone blew me away. His older appearance seemed interesting and mysterious and his life story seemed so adventurous.It was not long before we began dating. Our dates were incredibly rewarding. I enjoyed his spontaneous and exciting personality. He was so spontaneous that he surprised me with a romantic wedding proposal on our seventh day. I was excited, terrified, overwhelmed and confused. He was a great man but I knew deep in my heart it was too soon to commit to a man I knew very little about. He understood my argument. We continued dating for a bit longer and he decided he could not bare to date someone that did not want to marry him. I was shocked at his statement , and begged him to marry me. We were married shortly after and he killed himself two days later.